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| couldnt fall asleep. was thinking over something. im mad at myself. coz it takes me that much time to noticed it. i found out that im hurting my parents all this time. i always have this sad face on. at least i make them feel this way coz i never talked much nor showed any interest over stuff. actually i think im almost get over *it. i feel depressed (or not happy ) sometimes coz noticing how much troubles i give my parents and i know they have alot of pressure. i feel much better now than before. i know i'll be fine so dont worry. ive made up my mind. decided to drop the stock thing for now and focus on poker. cant do 1 foot on 2 boats. poker was down. prob didnt put enough effort into it and need more luck~~~ | | |
| its 4am. not the toothache, but i drank the 'red bull. i used to drink 2bottles and no effect. maybe my body's weaker now. i was feeling down lately n stressed. *coz teeth hurt alot, no energy for anything. RED BULL WORKS... but cant sleep now.. | | |
| FFFF* SO PAINFUL... tears come out.. WOW you dont believe.. went to dentist ..they just took x-ray then explain what will be done. go back 5/3rd to remove 1 tooth. 5/23rd to fix another. i was like f* me. can it be done earlier, they said call everyday see if anyone cancel appointment. they gave me some pain killers. so strong its helpin a bit, but it makes my leg muscle soo tight. OMG still have like 2more weeks of pain. also cant eat man, this shit is not funny. you need to go visit dentist before pain. i was out of control too, i was lying in bed, i yelled at my mom when she talked loud over the phone. feel so bad. | | |
| dentist appointment on 19th..... less poker lately, mostly play 5-10, every sunday i play this big multi-tournament. if i win, i go vegas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u'll see me on espn. | | |
| OMG TOOTHACHE... hurts soo bad.... someone come kill me. god dam.. dentist appt r soo full. cant even bit now.. hate florida when u r sick. u dead be4 u see the doctor. | | |
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